The Past: This year has been hard. I’ve had an extremely needy class with 29 students. 5 Special Ed, ELL students, 1 probably on the autism spectrum, and 4 in counseling. It completely exhausted me. I had to reduce my commitments in other areas of my life, just so I could function. This has not been my best mom year. My oldest needed more attention, and I see it in his grades. Not that they were bad, but could have been better. Thankfully I won’t be repeating this year again.
The Present: It is SUMMER! Time to re-energize myself and rebuild myself mentally. However, the biggest change is that 3 weeks ago today I became mommy to a 10 month old. We will be adopting a gorgeous little boy. Kobe is extended family, and we are thrilled to love him. I want to come up with some summer goals, and plans for me and my kids. One of my goals is to be writing again. (Hence, why I’m blogging again.)
The future: Next year we have a 3rd, 2nd grade teacher. Since I won’t be working with the SPED teacher directly next year, I won’t have many SPED. I am designated as the low ELL room. So we will really be pushing language and lots of verbalizing. I’m excited about that change. I am also excited that we will have air-conditioning. No more 120 degree days in my classroom. It will be wonderful to have the kids physically able to learn the first month. Usually they lay lifeless on their desks, looking ill. Sadly, I’m not exaggerating.
All in all, life is good. I wish this year had been easier, but God doesn’t promise easy. Perseverance has been my word of the year. Now my word for the summer is relaxation or maybe it should be rejuvenation. I like that one better. 🙂